yay!!

yay! last class at bmc was today!!

now it's high time for mayday....


: )

unsurprising but still surprised

i am stupid. this is the verdict.



at least i have some churlish, miserable thoughts to use for egeus.

meeps

i wish i weren't such a sap. it turns people off, apparently...




also, i wish i knew how to use the subjunctive in english instead of just in french.



on the plus side, i got all my lines out and managed not to laugh onstage tonight!

now for the cast party.......


..............


oh sigh.

goodthings

so apparently having a leetle teensy bit of a thing for someone vastly improves my mood. provided it stays leetle and teensy.
i woke up this morning in a terrible mood and was not so nice to mama on the phone, but now things are much much better...
also, i like taking photos and putting them on facebook with funny captions. : )
goodnight!!

funny

how old emails can still really affect my mood...

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...that is how i wish my mind would be.

countdown: 19 days til home

time for sleep, but first some highlights of the day:

-sleeping late and not being woken up by my neighbors' loud sex
-running into alex f. in the campus center and chatting for a bit
-running into florina in the campus center and chatting for a bit
-talking about penises and breasts for literally half of methods of literary study (don't ask)
-making merciless fun of 28 days later and life in general with my co-dork :)
-running into mer for the first time aaaalll day!
-coffee and our friendly fatherly guy
-not understanding why "la double vie de veronique" started out in polish
-trying to remember all the words to the horoscope song with katie
-chocolate and clarice and good conversation (oooh the aliteration!) with alex s.!
-BED


the end.

deeear life,

please go away.

looove,

julie.



p.s. also:

dear princess,

i'm sorry for being a flake :(
i love you!

-the dictator (who has obviously been a slacker with the looting recently...)

on a happier note

i have stolen this survey from rachel, who is wonderful. i need to see her more. :)
and she apparently stole it from julia.

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? wow, my hair is sticking up.

2. How much cash do you have on you? absolutely none

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"? soar

4. Favorite planet? well from my limited experience i'd have to say earth...though mercury has a nice ring to it...

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile? ike

7. What shirt are you wearing? my bryn mawr woman (the ultimate striving machine) one.

8. what do you "label" yourself as? hmm...neurotic, jules, strange, dorky, otherthanstraight (i don't like any of the words), silly

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? i have bare feet, but the ones i just kicked off are called "predictions"...i'm pretty sure they're from payless, and i know i got them freshman year of highschool.

10. Bright or Dark room? bright...i think i have seasonal depression, so lack of sunlight doesn't do it for me.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey? i said this at the top, but rachel is wonderful. i do not know if she (or anyone, for that matter) reads my blog, but if she does i hope she knows that she is great and that i send her hugs.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night? filming stuff with meg and rachel while talking online (or trying to talk to) rete and d

14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say? that she is not mad at me. :)

15. Where is your mailbox? in the opposite tier from sierra's

16. What's a word/phrase that you say a lot? "you're silly/insane/funny" and "i love you"

17. Who told you he/she loved you last? shannon (in a platonic way. also in spanish.)

18. Last furry thing you touched? probably the collar of my coat

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days? just that lovely one called sunshine. it burns my face but i love it anyway!

21. Favorite age you have been so far? i really loved being 9...it was exhilarating. also, 18 was great (well, half of 17 and half of 18)...16 was good too though i was homesick for half and heartbroken for half (no surprises)...20 has been stressful but ok so far. and all my early years were wonderful.

22. Your worst enemy? school. centipedes. smelly feet (my own). theater that is not really entertainment but simply an excuse for the actors and the director to tell themselves how cool and avant garde they are (i'll stop, because i sense a rant coming on...)

23. Current thing on your desktop? an explodingdog.com cartoon (which i almost just spelled "catrune") called "we can still try". there are stars coming out of a stick figure's head.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone? in person: yay! online: ok yay! on the phone: i love you

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be? hmm...

26. Do you like someone? i always like someone.

27. The last song you listened to? sympathy, by the goo goo dolls...well actually, dies irae from the verdi requiem, though that was more singing than listening.

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet? for mer? yes. for sierra? yes. for mama? of course, though she wouldn't let me. but i don't like thinking about those people getting shot. let's not.

29. If you could punch 1 person in your life right now, who would it be? myself. i would punch myself. or the wall.

30. What is the closest thing to your left foot? my network cable, followed closely by socks, shoes, and envelope, a skirt and a pile of books...maybe i should go clean my room...?

sherlock

my kitten got hit by a car this afternoon. he was running across the street and our neighbor hit him because he didn't see him--he is grey and street-colored. this is my fourth cat to die this year...when i left for france we had eight, now we have four.
sherlock and watson (his brother, who is still alive) were a friend-of-a-friend-of-a-friend's kittens, and they've gone from 4 pounds to 20 in the year and a half we've had them. we call them the elephants, because they like to galumph around and around. sherlock was particularly fond of throwing himself against the wall in persuit of a little laser-pointer beam thing, and of rolling around affectionately on our beds. he also liked to stick his paws under the bathroom door when someone was in there and mew to be let in.
i want to go home and pretend the rest of the world does not exist...and then pretend that some more. :(